I don't know what it is. Or why.
Or how. But I feel, life is going in a direction I don't like.
Seems weird, though. Everything's good - I'm popular with the people I like, don't have that many enemies (nothing mortal, I guess) and even Love's kinda good.
Still I always feel as if something's missing... And I just can't explain.
Maybe I'm just a spoiled brat. Let's say: I KNOW I am. I always had what I wanted, got all I asked for and lost interest even faster. Once you say 'you can have it', I think 'well... nice.' I don't know when I REALLY was thankful for anything last time and I hate this part of my personality, but I just don't know